{"id":3527,"date":"2017-10-19T23:52:31","date_gmt":"2017-10-19T18:07:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/?p=3527"},"modified":"2017-10-20T00:24:12","modified_gmt":"2017-10-19T18:39:12","slug":"companionlessness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2017\/10\/19\/companionlessness\/","title":{"rendered":"Companionlessness"},"content":{"rendered":"<span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span><h2 class=\"watch-title-container\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"watch-title\" dir=\"ltr\" title=\"Billy Joel - She's Always a Woman (Audio)\">She&#8217;s Always a Woman &#8211;<\/span><span id=\"eow-title\" class=\"watch-title\" dir=\"ltr\" title=\"Billy Joel - She's Always a Woman (Audio)\">Billy Joel<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><iframe width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Cx3QmqV2pHg?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>I have never seen her in my life.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t even know her <strong>first name<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>But from what mom told me about her, and her family, and their life struggles then and thus far;<\/p>\n<p>I understood one thing.<\/p>\n<p>Words couldn&#8217;t suffice to put that girl&#8217;s plights,<\/p>\n<p>her fructifying rebellion, doubts, confusions,<\/p>\n<p>her rage,\u00a0disgusts, frustrations,<\/p>\n<p>that mocking loneliness,<\/p>\n<p>her unspoken scars, blooming sadness, deaf desperation,<\/p>\n<p>breathing yet diffcult-to-breathe days and nights of hopelessness,<\/p>\n<p>howling pain, baggage of regrets &#8212; of being born the way she was born, the way she was raised, the way she was living,<\/p>\n<p>weaknesses, helplessness,<\/p>\n<p>the blackish feelings of being crippled by fate,<\/p>\n<p>the feel of being damaged, cheated,<\/p>\n<p><strong style=\"font-size: 4.2rem;\">companionlessness.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>She took her own life that Monday morning.<\/p>\n<p>I only wish i was her friend.<\/p>\n<p>I only wish i could save her from herself.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"font-size: 3.0rem;\">We are not our feelings. We are not our moods. We are not even our thoughts. ~ <\/span><\/em>Stephen R. Covey<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<pre style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>\u00a0- this is to her -<\/strong> \r\n\r\nyou are brave my friend, the star for the stars.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span> She&#8217;s Always a Woman &#8211;Billy Joel I have never seen her in my life. I don&#8217;t even know her first name. But from what mom&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2017\/10\/19\/companionlessness\/\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Companionlessness<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3527"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3527"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3527\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3539,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3527\/revisions\/3539"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3527"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3527"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}