{"id":5664,"date":"2019-12-26T20:41:21","date_gmt":"2019-12-26T14:56:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/?p=5664"},"modified":"2019-12-26T20:56:50","modified_gmt":"2019-12-26T15:11:50","slug":"cried-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2019\/12\/26\/cried-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Cried Again."},"content":{"rendered":"<span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Ang\u00e8le Dubeau &amp; La Piet\u00e0 - Experience (composed by Ludovico Einaudi) - OFFICIAL VIDEO\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/LxGfmAT3iAI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><figcaption>Ang\u00e8le Dubeau &amp; La Piet\u00e0 &#8211; Experience<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>On the way back home this evening; as I drove past dusts and the dark, I cried again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cried for my wretched parts. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cried for my unpopular, unbeknownst past.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve <strong>known<\/strong> sobbing helps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, tears are a <strong>blessing<\/strong> when the pain is real, when the cut is ric<strong>h!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because, if you don&#8217;t know it yet, It&#8217;s how you actually heal yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Despite, on most calendar days, you pretend to be strong and full but there are also days, you want to wear down that mask and just be by your<strong> all-self<\/strong>! <br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well, tonight is one of those nights for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Immersive. Vulnerable. Reflective. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A whisper cries from within; Says, &#8220;You are enough, You know you are enough, stupid! You&#8217;re<strong> <\/strong>en<strong>o<\/strong>ug<strong>h<\/strong>!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>[A thoughtful break. With deep, deep long breathes]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Taking a digital sabbatical vacation, <strong>I.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Tired<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span> On the way back home this evening; as I drove past dusts and the dark, I cried again. Cried for my wretched parts. Cried for&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2019\/12\/26\/cried-again\/\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Cried Again.<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[89],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5664"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5664"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5664\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5674,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5664\/revisions\/5674"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5664"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5664"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5664"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}