{"id":6225,"date":"2020-07-09T21:39:57","date_gmt":"2020-07-09T15:54:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/?p=6225"},"modified":"2020-07-09T21:45:09","modified_gmt":"2020-07-09T16:00:09","slug":"ex","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2020\/07\/09\/ex\/","title":{"rendered":"Ex."},"content":{"rendered":"<span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">2<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minutes<\/span><\/span>\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-style-large\"><p>Inhale the future, exhale the past. <\/p><cite><em>Unknown<\/em><\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube alignwide wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Harry Styles - Falling (Official Video)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/olGSAVOkkTI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><figcaption>Harry Styles &#8211; Falling&nbsp;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>You must be in a fucking<strong> rat race<\/strong>, obviously. And, so, you&#8217;re <strong>exhausted<\/strong> because of the repetition of similar days and the ways the nights end for you &#8212; most of the time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You feel <strong>empty<\/strong>, absolutely and ridiculously <strong>aimless<\/strong>. And, you crave momentary getaway &#8212; far, far-fetched from the core of reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re in a mood (meaning, <em>you&#8217;re not clearly thinking<\/em>). You&#8217;re <strong>drunk<\/strong> (meaning, <em><strong>f*ckin&#8217; <\/strong>out-of-your head<\/em>). And, every fu*king cell in your body feelingly screams, cries, craves, &#8230; they so fucking <strong>miss<\/strong> those good-old things, those wild, f*cking flings. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\">You&#8217;re tired of scrolling the same shits on your phone, obviously. You&#8217;re <strong>bored<\/strong>. And, something is intricately incomplete by your subconscious measurement. Most of all, the things you have today &#8212; they <strong>aren&#8217;t enough<\/strong> for you, <strong>are they? <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Don&#8217;t lie to yourself myan but perhaps, every cell, every hair in your f*cking body selfishly yearns, shamelessly lusts for some form of lightning, enlightening gratification per se (sexual, non-sexual, and sometimes both).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;ll scour the hell out of the internet like a desperate zombie. Perhaps, you&#8217;ll run through your old messages, the instagram, facebook, messenger, viber, whatsapp, snapchat, Hi5 (haha), &#8230; whatever you can get your hands on to crack open the way to your, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\"><strong>Ex.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s not your fault. The idea of reaching out to your former boyfriend, girlfriend, spouse via texts, phone calls, DM,or probably <em><strong>friend<\/strong><\/em> <strong>request<\/strong>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Friend!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Really?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:40px\"><strong>Dude, <\/strong>put that fucking phone down! <strong>Breathe.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Okay, allow me to explain. By evolution, we have one flaw. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This think tank; Our brain is weird, you know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because, precisely speaking, it never quite registers well &#8212; <strong>neither<\/strong> the pains of all the pains, the agony, de burns, the sufferings of the past and <strong>nor<\/strong> the moments of fattest happiness too. It&#8217;s crazy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Personally speaking, no matter how much I try but I don&#8217;t really remember how I really, deeply, <strong>genuinely it felt <\/strong>when I had my last breakup. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For sure, I know I cried but <strong>F.U.C.K, why?<\/strong> I ask. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>[haha]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And this is the same, same reason why we mostly, feelingly, BLINDLY, fucking wholeheartedly go back to the same devil we know, who once raped and ripped us naked and cold blooded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Don&#8217;t<\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>For fuck sake, stop wasting your time and energy and yeah\u2019 this life in general. Open up your f*cking gifted eyes, and stop running monkeys on the La la land of break-up songs, the comeback songs. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, dude, try <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=YVkUvmDQ3HY\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>this song<\/strong><\/a> than <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=J6enOG547lk\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>this<\/strong><\/a>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or, go explore some other random<strong> shits<\/strong> like <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=n67S3fB0eCk\" target=\"_blank\">this one<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Finally. Well, despite all this Mahabharata cum Ramayana; if you still chose to just give it a jerk to that jerk off; I will say that there&#8217;s nothing for you there mayte&#8217; except the same question I ask,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:40px\"><strong>F.U.C.K, why?<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>In short,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-larger-font-size\"><strong>Ex.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:48px\"><strong>Ex<\/strong>-es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:55px\"><strong>F<span class=\"has-inline-color has-very-light-gray-color\">u<\/span><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-red-color\">c<\/span>king<\/strong> excess.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">2<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minutes<\/span><\/span> Inhale the future, exhale the past. Unknown You must be in a fucking rat race, obviously. And, so, you&#8217;re exhausted because of the repetition of&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2020\/07\/09\/ex\/\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Ex.<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[97,84],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6225"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6225"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6225\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6232,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6225\/revisions\/6232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6225"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6225"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6225"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}