{"id":6308,"date":"2020-09-03T22:41:38","date_gmt":"2020-09-03T16:56:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/?p=6308"},"modified":"2020-09-03T22:41:41","modified_gmt":"2020-09-03T16:56:41","slug":"ending-can-be-beautiful","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2020\/09\/03\/ending-can-be-beautiful\/","title":{"rendered":"Ending can be beautiful."},"content":{"rendered":"<span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span>\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-style-large\"><p>\u201cThere is no real ending. It\u2019s just the place where you stop the story.\u201d<\/p><cite>\u2015\u00a0<strong>Frank Herbert<\/strong><\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube aligncenter wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"JP Saxe   If the World Was Ending ft  Julia Michaels\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/bABQYKv1D5M?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><figcaption><sup>JP Saxe If the World Was Ending ft Julia Michaels<\/sup><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Endings are heartbreaking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Endings slaps you; stabs you; swallows you; drowns you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Endings makes you want to question &#8212; <strong>why me of all !?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, sometimes, as horrible, as irrational and as stupid as it may sound, <strong>endings can make you want to end your life too<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I used to be afraid of having to feel someone leave, having to see someone die. Honestly, growing up as a kid, I use to wish no one died in my family! And, yes, I use to be a people pleaser as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I reckon &#8212; life&#8217;s a death sentence mayte&#8217;. And the world outside is wild!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, we&#8217;ll all <strong>end<\/strong> one fine day. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, not everyone will be happy for you,.. with you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Plus, despite that, the world will do just FINE!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Scouring through my own life&#8217;s pages:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen many cold, dead bodies of my own disappeared in flames in front of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve walked away from many relationship(s);  ended countless friendship(s) too. Hurtful they be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So to speak, I&#8217;ve let go of so many brain farts that shitted over me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, since my 2015 earthquake&#8217;s diary &#8212; purely out of gratitude, I&#8217;ve waved metaphorical goodbye to every day I&#8217;ve lived fully, happily, and many-a-times sadly too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-dots\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Because,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Endings can be <strong>beautiful.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Endings are <strong>beginnings too.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\">&lt; 1<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minute<\/span><\/span> \u201cThere is no real ending. It\u2019s just the place where you stop the story.\u201d \u2015\u00a0Frank Herbert Endings are heartbreaking. Endings slaps you; stabs you; swallows&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/2020\/09\/03\/ending-can-be-beautiful\/\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Ending can be beautiful.<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[82,89],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6308"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6308"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6308\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6313,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6308\/revisions\/6313"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6308"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bijays.com.np\/musicpervs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}